Kalo biasanya
gue bahas hal2 yang mungkin ga penting banget atau hmmm ga jelas… kali ini gue
pengen kasih tulisan spesial buat temen2 gue. Hehehehe
So…
To my Worst
time a year ago,
Dear my
friends that contributed in that time, I would say thank you from the deepest.
To be honest I cannot be this mature without all what you’ve done that time. So
thank you for all the worst times you’ve been given to me. Although it was really
hard for me to accept the reality and starting over, I am very glad for that
scars to be happened. I did deal with lots of stuff because of you guys for a
year. It turned out to be the worst year in my life. But I’m still
grateful.
Saying that I
have forgiven you is still a hard thing. However, I’m still trying to give the thing called forgiveness. I know in your side you might always think that what you’d done to
me was right. Well, I do understand that. But for me it was really not right
and I believe in that. Truthfully there always been a slight thought that you
guys might understand what I mean. But I know that we are not one person as in
every person has their own thoughts.
In this life
full of upside down, I hope you can survive, well I think you will despite of
everything. But I do dearly hope that there will be no one to be your next
target. I do sincerely hope that your life will be better.
For those who
always stood for me in my worst time, I'm so grateful to be able having your
care that time. It was really nice of you guys. :)) though your care did not
really heal me thoroughly, but it also played a big role in my life. Thank you
for calming me down, thank you for your hugs. Thank you for your companies, for
those hateful and calming words, for all the swearing and your presents.
I end my war here.
